To be honest I have some big goals for myself, and
really no clue how to reach any of them. I know they take hard work and
dedication, and I am willing to put in the hours. To be honest though I am not sure
where to start with this whole changing my life for the better journey that I
want to go on. The things that I want to change are going to change my life
forever and to be honest I am a little scared about that.
I have a fear of failure, if I believe there a
chance that I can fail doing something then I will not even try it. On the
other hand, if I do try it then I will make myself fail just to prove a point
that the only thing I am good at is failing. Why though should I live my life like that? Why
should I be so afraid of failure, that I actually set myself up for failure? I should
not and I need to stop that. I need to change that thinking and realize that I
am designed to do great things in my life.
It is hard though to change a thirty-year-old habit,
but I believe if it is something that I want bad enough then I am going to find
the way to change this and live the way that I want to live, and the life that
I want to live. I do not want to settle for second best or settle that it is
okay to fail, because you know what neither one of those options are okay.
Failure is not an option any more and I am going to start believing it.
Therefore, in my life, there have always been three
things I wanted to do, but because of my fear of failure, I never did them. Well
it is time now to start living the life I want and doing what I set out to do.
Be
in the best physical shape that I can be in
Run
my own business and be great at it
Write
blogs, short stories, novel, poems anything just get my name out there.
So there we have it three majors’ goals that I have
set for myself in order to live the life that I want to live. There are smaller
goals that I also plan on hitting but those will be talked about more once I
figure out how to start living the life that I deserve to live.
Be
in the best physical shape that I can be in
I am no where close to this goal as I’m sitting here
writing I am weighing somewhere around 220lbs, I can’t even run one mile
without stopping, and my body looks like nothing like what I know it can look
life. However this body is my starting point and I know that I have nowhere to
go but up from this point.
Run
my own business and be great at it
This is not even
started yet. I have a few ideas of where I want to go with this but I need to
do my research and figure out what I want to do with my life. I am leaning
towards something in the fitness world since my major goals resolve around
fitness and I would love to spend the time motivating people to be the best
that they can be.
Write
blogs, short stories, novel, poems anything just get my name out there.
When I was younger, I
used to love to write. I would spend hours writing short stories, and poems. I
was actually good at it, and had teachers over the years tell me I should think
about going into writing as a career. Well as you can tell I never did that and
I told myself, I was not a good enough writing. So here I am thirty years old
and realizing I gave up all my childhood dreams that I was good at. Therefore,
my plan for this is to get out there, to write and get people to read it.
Therefore, while I have
three majors goals in my life each one has many different aspects that I need
to work on. No one goal is going to be easy and I am going to have to work my
butt off to reach them. However, I am starting to realize I am worth it. I am
worth fighting for and getting what I want in life.
Therefore, I am hoping
you will join me in the journey that I am going to go on. To watch me grow into
the person I deserve to grow into.
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